I like babysitting, I do. I was just letting my stressed out-ness get the better of me.
I went bowling with the 4th and 5th grade leaders and my dad. I got an 87! wooo! hahaha. I wish I wasn't so lame. ;) In Wii I get 200 and something, though I did get a bunch of spares and a couple strikes last night! And I got the "Radical Role Model" Award, haha.
Today was prayer walk. I want to start getting more focused. I've learned a couple things these past weeks. I've learned that letting things go means letting God hold on to the reins and realizing He's the only One that needs to be holding on. Shaun said something like, "If God's not in it, then it's not going to happen." It's true and I'm learning to fully rely on Him with everything.
He's also teaching me to be more aware of those around me. I want to make a difference, but it starts with prayer. Me seriously praying about those I come into contact with.
I need to do homework tonight and study for my 4th and 5th grade lesson more.
ps-
I'm done with worrying about how people feel about me every two seconds. It's whatever anymore. Guys can pms and girls can be catty. It's whatever. I want friendships that are like family and I don't want to have to worry about what I say or do around certain people. It's not worth my time.
latterrrr. :D
2 comments:
yeah girl.... :-) I know Ill be home in 50 ish days... May 3rd is so soon :-) Im happy about that. Ill be home for 2.5 weeks... can you imagine?!?!?!
Oh yeah I forgot... keep seeking God whole heartedly. Dont worry about what others think unless they are constructively criticizing you. However, if they aren't, I wouldn't worry about it. :-) I am always inspired by you, young warrior of God. Don't let others tarnish your sword.
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