Prom. Prom was good. It felt nice dressing up and feeling good. (: I want to wear my dress and curl my hair every day of my life. :D I love that dress.
I just watched The Passion. And bawled my eyes out. The first time I watched it was in the movie theatre, next to my brother. I didn't cry. I think after having the Bible Class and really feeling like I walked through Jesus' life, I feel like I understood what was going on a lot more, more than I did. And because of that, I felt. And I hurt. I hurt for Him, for His mother, for His followers, for Peter, for the Pharisees, for Pilot, For God - the fact that He wanted true relationships with us and we wouldn't have it, so He had to do this, for them all. Like, I couldn't stop crying. mm. I couldn't stop humming the song, "The Enemy Has Been Defeated, Death couldn't Hold Him Down, We're gonna lift our Voice in Victory, We're gonna make our praises LOUD!" And then, "The Earth was Shaking In The Dark.. All Creation felt the Father's broken Heart, Tears were filling Heavens Eyes, the Day that True Love Died, the Day that True love Died....Now Jesus Is Alive, Jesus Is Alive, Jesus Is Alive, Ohh He is Alive."
And I still am in a state of prayer. Just more things to pray about now.
2 comments:
i remember seeing it in the theater
when it was over, i pulled my hat over my eyes and looked at the ground because i was ashamed of humanity and shaken out of a stale spirituality, cause i was a dead-man soon to come to life. it was still before the worst times of my life, but i guess i'd never felt my spirit until then.
i'm thinking about you a lot, about your brother and your parents and the dynamics of the whole thing. i'm bringing it up to Him. God will come.
think of the Florida sky mandah
that was me
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