You don't realize how much goes on in a matter of weeks until you don't write a blog for that amount of time. haha.
It's crazy how in just a time span of a week life can totally change for some people. And looking back at the week before you would have never imagined. I look up to the strength that some people have no matter what obstacles leap into their path.
I've realized that I can't be so careless when it comes to decisions that I've made. If I want to stick with them I can't just live in the "what ifs" It's not healthy and not a happy place to be. It seems like I make those decisions and then wonder why things aren't different. I know my decision is the best and I'm going to totally love it in the long run, but I still end up getting a twinge hurt because I'm not mature and careful and guarded. This is what I chose. This is what I wanted and still want and know to stick by. It may hurt at times because I can't always be careful, sometimes it will knock me in the face and my emotions will get the better of me, but what I'll stick by is the fact that this is it for me. This is what I want and know is the right thing for me.
Yeah. And I have amazing friends. They are always there for me. Words can't describe how amazing they are. (: Each one of them. The new and the old. The closest and the becoming close.
2 comments:
mmm i love you amanda !
i hate how we keep getting really close and then fading some, but your mind is amazing. i look forward to growing, and keeping :), a friendship with you girl !
You have to step into your future blind-folded or else it won't be as special. God is like a big, loving daddy who wants to throw you a surprise party and not ruin anything. And He's so proud of you for being a patient Child. You're cool, and there is some pretty awesome stuff going on while you're keeping your eyes covered. It's pretty much unfathomable how amazing it is.
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