I'm tired. So tired. I'm tired of spending 7 hours a day at school where half the time is spent doing things you don't need to do. Then having to go home, where you should be able to relax, and having to do more homework. And you get to a point where you are just so tired of doing it that you put it off until it entangles you with the amount.
I know I do not have it as bad as some people with AP classes, but it stinks now - with how much homework I've been having and the fact that I just have no desire to do it.
And on another note - I've realized I need to be more careful about what I write on here. More guarded, I guess. I tend to forget that what I write can affect other people, even if it's just from the heart. Eh, I'm just a bit annoyed with somethings right now. I sometimes forget that this is an open blog.
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I understand.
Everything.
You and me
have a serious lave-wength going on.
::Sigh::
It shouldn't be like this. You definitely don't deserve this. its your blog. you should be able to speak your mind. no matter what you think. no matter who reads it. no one should have to hide their feelings. no one should have to keep to themselves. my heart is heavy for you and others. i pray for you constantly. i wish i could do more. but i just don't know what. "(. I will not give up on any of you guys. (I pray hard that none of you give up) I will continue to pray like crazy.
I feel you, girl.
It's almost over.
We have a few weeks and then it's summer time! Joyous, joyous summer time!
And then you have another year of school, but it'll be a breeze. TA will be awesome and you'll be graduated before you know it.
The world is yours after that (:
(that makes me thing about Africa and the Lion king and sun and rainbows on the open grasslands.. idk why)
You may be tired now, but it'll pay off. You know that.
Don't be ashamed of how you feel. I true friend will stand beside you regardless. For those who misunderstand perhaps a simple explanation is all that's necessary.
You rock girl.
Be prepared. You're up against far more than you can handle on your own. Take all the help you can get, every weapon God has issued, so that when it's all over but the shouting you'll still be on your feet. Ephesians 6:13 (The Message)
Whenever i feel like this, i break my routines. I don't do little things the same way every day, because i have to do the big things like school and work and bible studies the same way every day. the little things make it fun.
When I read this I thought of you so I guess I'm suppose to share it with you.
But now listen to the Lord who created you. The God who made you in the first place, the One who got you started, says "Don't be afraid, I've redeemed you. I've called your name. You're mine. When you're in over your head, I'll be there with you. When you're in rough waters, you will not go down. When you're between a rock and a hard place, it won't be a dead end— Because I am God, your personal God, The Holy of Israel, your Savior. I paid a huge price for you: That's how much you mean to me! That's how much I love you! I'd sell off the whole world to get you back, trade the creation just for you. So don't be afraid: I'm with you.
Isaiah 43:2-7
So how are things in Thailand.
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