We played this game tonight where one person is in the middle and the rest are in a circle on the outside. The person in the middle has to go up to a person and say, "Honey, do you love me?" and the person that he/she is saying it to has to say, "Honey, I love you, but I just can't smile." without smiling. If you smile you are on the inside. I became good at it after a while. I could feel my walls going up as a person would focus on me, giving me conformation that I was the next victim. I'd look at the person but not really look at the person. I'd see them, but I'd rid myself of feeling. I'm good at that when I need it.
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To what extent do they hide you? Are they OK? Can they be considered as a masquerade? Or are they different? They hide what's behind and they block things from coming in. It's not being utterly real, but it's not being fake either.
My eyes are tired.
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